I have flitted from thing to thing, but get bored after awhile. I did scrapbooking for several years, and believe me, I have a ton of stuff, but the thought of dragging it out onto my kitchen table is just too much. If I had a craft room or something, I might actually be crafty again, but as of now, it all just sits on shelves in my overly crowded bedroom.
I am thinking of taking some classes or something. I think I would really like to try photography, but before I can sign up for classes, I need a better camera. And, we are so broke, so that isn't going to happen any time soon.
I would love to get involved in some kind of community theater, but that requires such a huge time commitment, there is no way I can do it. Plus, it's been so many years since I've done any kind of theater, I'm afraid I may have lost my talent. (It wasn't TOO hard to get a part in the small community I lived in in New Mexico, but here, there is HUGE talent pool...I'm sure no one would want me!)
I feel like I'm losing myself. I am turning into a grumpy lump. It's even getting hard to "pretend" I'm happy. I owe it to myself, and my family to be better than this. Help.