I love the idea of a party, but when it comes to throwing one at my house, I completely stress out! I always offer thinking, " It will be different this time", but it never is. I worry so much that many times I end up having an "episode", or being completely useless the next day. So here I sit again, a party scheduled at my house tonite, and I'm starting to really stress out. My house is never clean enough and I'm worrying about the food and if people will have a good time. It's only Girls Night Out, I really shouldn't worry, but I am. My stomach is getting all knotty and sick and I have the startings of a killer headache. Why do I keep doing this!
I just want to crawl up and hide in my closet. ( My favorite place for hiding out, you know!)